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[deathbysweets]

When you confess your heart to the one you love, even if they forgive you, is it wrong to still feel the guilt of what you've done?

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[deathbysweets]

You always say things like that, Tatsumi.

If I did that....in this case....I think it would end up getting worse.

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[deathbysweets]

I told Hisoka what I've been doing, but...I didn't tell him something I probably should have. I mean...I can't do it. I'm so afraid of losing him...terrified. He's my last hope, Tatsumi. I can't lose him. I love him too much.

[deathbysweets]

Does it? I just...posted what I feel.

[deathbysweets]

I know what you had to do. I know what I did. It was the worst possible thing I could have done and I only realize that now. Neither of us should have had to bear this, but I don't think well in desperation.....

[beyond_thedoor]

No.

[deathbysweets]

Have you felt like this before?

[beyond_thedoor]

Yeah.

[deathbysweets]

I feel like I'm losing myself in all of this.

[quietlydrawing]

The heart is a very complicated thing, Sir. If you're feeling regret, then you must not have totally confessed it. But it's impossible to say everything in your heart. Even to the one you love.

... Did that make sense? I'm sorry! Heh.

[deathbysweets]

It made sense and it's probably true....but the weight of what I've done still feels heavy.

[quietlydrawing]

Really? Living with that weight, is it so unbearable? I think it's normal. I'm sure you'll get through it. Forgetting is just the easy way out.

[deathbysweets]

If I forget, I'll repeat what I've done. I can't learn if I don't know the consequences. My actions hurt those I care most about, and in the end, the burden is mine to bare.

[bitendency]

That's a stupid and unnecessary reason to feel guilt.

[deathbysweets]

Have you ever felt guilt?

[bitendency]

No.