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Why doesn't anyone understand?
Does it not matter how real this all felt to me?
You all say I shouldn't be afraid, I know I shouldn't be afraid, I know what it means, but the fear is still there. It's real and it's there and it's not going away too soon ( Read more... ) -
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I haven't slept in three days. The night after my last dream, I had one...that was worse. Well, I started to....I forced myself awake to discover I'd only been asleep for an hour.
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I had a really odd dream last night. I remember I was injured and laying somewhere. Hisoka showed up, but when I reached up to him, he looked disgusted and turned his back on me. Then just...walked away ( Read more... ) -
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Despite the context, this moment actually made me pretty happy. It also gave me a reason to live.
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It seems I might have picked up some of Hisoka's empathy somehow. All I know it's confusing. Maybe I should ask Hisoka for help. -
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Who: Tsuzuki and Hisoka (though if you had to be told this by now, you should probably venture from beneath your rock a bit more often.)
What: Tsuzuki didn't want to sleep alone and Hisoka was conveniently tired. HAPPYRAINBOWKITTENSUNSHINEFUNTIME ensues. Seriously. No angsting happens. ;-; Why won't you believe me?
When: The night this comment was ( Read more... ) -
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My arm is almost healed, though it still bleeds every so often. Hisoka may not know it, but he's got a natural talent for this.
I opted to keep Watari as uninvolved as I could because he's the type to cancel a year's worth of planning to help friends. As much as I appreciate it, he deserves his happiness.
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After recent events, I've opted to just...stay where I am. Hisoka is nearby. I hope you don't mind me....keeping him away for awhile.
I decided against going to sick bay as it might only prove to make the situation worse.
Also, typing with one hand...and it not being your dominant one...it's tedious and slow. But I'm learning.
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None of it was real...
...I'm stuck in an eternal nightmare...