The mind races, and the aim of sleep once again fails.
I thought tonight would feel worse than it did. I feared that I would care, and now I am upset because I don't. But at the same time, I wonder whether I actually feel apathetic, or whether my cynical mind is trying to corrupt me again, trying to convince me that I am, in fact, that Ice Queen
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I realise this is probably because we failed to catch up again whilst I was back! ;)
I'm coming to the realisation that no one is perfect for another, rarely are people 'good enough' for another but that compromise is what makes a relationship work.
This is certainly something I fail massively at, but as i look over the past i see moments with many people where I realise that the thing that annoyed me was probably not as bad as it could have been. And that some moments shared with them would simply not have been possible with anyone else.
I am a firm believer in understanding oneself before embroiling others in the mess though ;)
Take care.
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