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The Best day ever!
Today I got up stupidly early to go on a road trip with Ian and JD. They had rented a car, and were heading to the coast, and suggested I went with them. We went to the Skocjan caves, which were pretty awesome, though slightly knackering. Then headed to Lipaca to see the Lipazzaner horses. Also awesome. Unfortunately we couldn´t ride any of them, ( Read more... ) -
Slovenia!
Slovenia is.. pretty random.
I arrived last night about 6pm at the hostel. Unpacked a little, had a shower and generally made myself feel human again. There was only one other person in my room at that point - Emma. We got chatting, and ended up going out to meet her friend Nathan, and then went for a traditional slovenian meal. Emma is English, and ( Read more... ) -
I'll never be the same
Well, the past few weeks have been different. I start making headway, then get bashed back to ground level by an old face, which is rather frustrating, but nothing overly dramatic thank god ( Read more... ) -
Life is a chilli sandwich?
I'm tempted to start this with "Life is like a chilli sandwich", but it wouldn't be right. Chilli sandwiches are normally very good, just tonight's particular one made me think. Grabbing Chilli out of the fridge and eating it very cold between two slices of cheap white bread is unsatisfying. And yet if I'd just taken the time to heat up the chilli ( Read more... ) -
Do what is right. Destroy it all.
I hate being this girl.
I know my mentality is strange, but it is severely invoked by the fact that I am not the kind of girl anyone could ever settle down with. I am that girl to have fun with, fuck with a bit, then ditch for something much more concrete. A few people have said to me lately that I intimidate them, and this infuriates me. I am just ( Read more... ) -
Musings from my spiritual side
Today is one of those days where my head almost explodes from thought itself. Whilst it feels frustrating, there is also a deep satisfaction in the fact that I can think this much. Not many people can sit contentedly by themselves for days on end, with only their thoughts to deal with. Sometimes I wonder whether that makes me crazy, or perceived as ( Read more... ) -
The mind wanders
Dating.
Not only is it quite obviously a waste of time if you go down the proper route but with me, what is observed can only be described as "rather special". I've never been particularly inept with relationships, although sometimes too fiery for my own good. And yet... I am one of those people who just attract drama.
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Today I am ashamed to be a woman
Start from the beginning. Two of my best friends have got together, and whilst I am SO unbelievably happy for them, he isn't really renowned for treating women well, and this does concern me ( Read more... ) -
I don't want to go to Hell, but if I do, it will be because of you
Should we revel in the insanity of life, or try to achieve some twisted kind of normality?
Should we embrace change, or find our perfect niche and be content with what we have?
For a long time, I have been aiming for the latter of those two questions. Aiming to be accepted in a way, to find a place and situation where I just slot into place, in ( Read more... )