Things have been really crazy latley! OMG got kicked outa math class today with the rest of my group and it was fuckin hilarious! good times good times! I really see my passions coming out in school and i love it! yay for college! im doing great in all my classes and i can still party and stay out late every night i love it ( Read more... )

I hate everyone! Except a select few! My heart was torn to shreads last night and there will be hell to pay for it. ANd i hate fags! Not really but why does every cute guy have to be gay? Any answers? it sucks! Thank god elyse is coming home this weekend cause if she wasnt i might go insane and kill someone ( Read more... )

Wow yesterday was all around really depressing!! One thing after another just brough my mood down to the negatives. The saddiest part is my mom came home later then me 1.45 i walk in the door and where the fuck is mom she didnt get home till 2.30 what has my life come to ( Read more... )

Coward, the next time you want to fuck me over
stab me in the front
Can I still see my future in your eyes,
or can I picture myself stone dead in your embrace
And your cruel crimson smile kills me quietly.
No one could have their moments free from your withering touch...
Fuck off like you're the only person
that has ever cried or been broken by love ( Read more... )

What is with people?!??!?!?!?!?!

Stay the fuck out of my business

So the last few days have been really fucked up! Really fucked up. In my attempt to not hurt anyone ive hurt more people then ive intended too... one i dont even know. So i guess in that sense i lose. Send numerous text messages to numerous people! So answered some not. I guess people feel if they push other people away for doing the right thing it ( Read more... )

So im sitting here on a friday night alone... this is what its going to be like when elyse leaves for good! uhg not cool! shit has been going down hill latley. Got into a car accident not a bad one but got into one and it sucks ( Read more... )

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Arent you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream all the stars right outa the sky?
And distroy the prettiest stary night.
On the evening that i die...

After all these images of pain I've come back to you
I will kiss every scar and weep that your NOT alone
and ill show that place in my chest where my heart
still tries to beat. It still tries ( Read more... )

OK so banner elk was amazing!! I love eric and i had so much fun with elyse and sean! times i will never forget ( Read more... )