I'm always sharing my feelings of love, but for some reason I will never tell anyone why I am unhappy. I don't know what it is about me that entertains everyone. What if I was to never smile again, could I possibly have all the awesome friends I have now? I cannot keep smiling for everyone, I can't listen to all of your problems. I do not have all ( Read more... )

( Winter Rally '05! )

I'm done with lies, fake smiles, and pain. I'm changing my life, starting over. I will feel no hate towards anyone, all my past problems are forgiven. Broken promises are given a second chance. I'm tired from the drama, it just becomes tiresome and repetitive. All my pain will no longer be concealed behind these fake smiles that you all know so ( Read more... )

October 7th, 2003 is a day I will remember forever. Little did I know at the time that going with my friends to their little "cult" meeting would change my life forever. I am sad to say that those friends of mine are no longer in Leaders, but I am grateful that they let the shy, follower-defninately not anything close to a leader Kevin come along. ( Read more... )

It's my birthday, and I can't wait to sleep.

It's always hard to deal with pain, but then again it's reassuring, that you can still feel pain at all ( Read more... )

Edit: Pictures aren't showing up, but they should. =(

( Art )

My life is boring. That's why you don't hear anything from me.

Okay, it's half time ( Read more... )

Yeah, today's the day where the little animal comes out, sees his shadow, and goes back in. It doesn't really predict anything, but it's fun to talk about. I mean, winter ends in 6 weeks and 6 days, regardless of who sees a shadow and where they run to get away from it ( Read more... )