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I wonder...
what would it be like if I was pretty like her???
Death...
is ever so sweet...
Let the tears comes.
Then, let them water your soul.
- Eileen Mayhew
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why really bother posting like i used to - almost every day???
it's not like anyone reads this damned thing...
not mine, anyways...
for now, i'll just say, life has been sort of up and down - mostly down...
doesn't help with all the med changes...
i guess everything has to get worse before it gets better, right???
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I want to dance for you all night
And make love to you for days;
Am I happy yet?
i'll never be happy
soak up my tears
i'll never be happy
cover up my wounds
i'll never be happy
you hurt me too much
i'll never be happy
you hurt me too little
why does life have to turn out this way?
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i wonder...
will i succeed?
will i become?
will i be loved?
will i be accepted?
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what's the point...
...of life?
...of happiness?
...of anger?
...of anything anymore?
my mother and i got into yet another fight on the way to her dropping me off at class this morning - the class in which i am not in right now...
i called her in the counselor's office and apologized without even saying hello first to her...
she didn't accept it...
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well, shit's going much better this semester...
with school, anyways...
not with the family, however...
the family situation keeps on getting worse and worse...
i seriously cannot wait till i move out...
