i just got my first gas bill

weeirrrdd

and then you realize

life goes on

... well at least for now

My hands are locked up tight in fists
My mind is racing, filled with lists
of things to do and things I've done
Another sleepless night's begun

you know what

sometimes i really miss all you crazy bastards

it's not okay.

mom actually pulled off a decent Christmas for me and jenna ( Read more... )

the other day jenna and i drove to chicago
then got lost in chicago
then rode in a taxi with some crazy foreigner
then ate some pizza

how badass is that

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All the fires of destruction are still
Burnin' in my dreams
There's no water that can wash away
This longin' to come clean

I still remember that day
like the day that I said that I swear
"I'll never hurt myself again"
but it seems that I'm deemed to be wrong
To be wrong
to be wrong

Gotta keep holding on.