i feel so
overlooked

for future reference
because God knows how much old ladys love to look back
at their cowardly not so impressive past selves

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NREMT took my 70 bucks
but no other word
im gonna have to make phone calls
eck

also im signing up for pharmacy tech for summer
cuz i got nothin better to do =p

then hopefully something cool in the fall
im interested in film but if i try for that course
ill prolly end up bein the person who holds up the huge mic

screw that

"Oh don't talk of love" the shadows purr
Murmuring me away from you
"Don't talk of worlds that never were
The end is all that's ever true
There's nothing you can ever say
Nothing you can ever do... "
Still every night I burn
Every night I scream your name

no one to witness my thoughts slowly gathering
and twisting up into tangles and knots
creeping round my throat
pulling me down
rendering me motionless

but i guess that's what happens
when you refuse to stifle your mental anguish
with professional methods and medications

i earned my regrets
fair and square

it's something that stares me in the face everyday
yet manages to stay so friggin elusive

this is the way i am
this is the way i'll always be
my mind will always process who i am
at speeds way too fast for me to follow

i sit there and try to comprehend
but time just keeps on passing me by

don't stop
believin'

ok i apply to take EMT test and i send them the seventy bucks they say hold on
i go in today to check my status.. they know nothing about me.. i check my bank account they dont take the seventy bucks

wtf!???

what kinda phoney EMS system we running here folks?

I LOVE SQUIRRELS

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