Hello... I'm at the Farmington Hills Library with Matthew... yay... Went to the Southfield Library and as always, all the computers were full... So I'm just hanging out with Matthew today, for the first time in a while so I'm happy ( Read more... )

Hmmm.... Well... Laptops suck and I hate them. I'm attempting to put in job applications and I cannot because the navigation crap bullshit thing... Oh well ( Read more... )

well i still cannot think of a screen name... i am retarded... i really do want to start over though and get a new livejournal ( Read more... )

So I haven't yet thought of a new screen name for myself... I don't want something stupid like deathlustr again. But I don't want something sappy and happy. I don't know. I have to find something that fits me. And I guess I don't know what kind of stuff/words fit me anymore ( Read more... )

okay... well i think that i am going to get a new live journal... one that doesn't have all this horrible stuff in it. start over fresh... hopefully i won't have to add anything to it besides good stuff... hopefully i'll stop screwing up.
i believe that this lusting for death chapter in my life needs to be over ( Read more... )

This thing is fucking stupid... Dumb livejournal... I have no idea why I would continue to write in something like this... I don't talk to any of the people I once did... I went a different way than everyone else... I decided to become a junkie... and stay a junkie.... for six years... I chose my path... so why would I continue to leave open the ( Read more... )

Steve just asked me what that means... in the song Opiate by Tool, he says ( Read more... )

Hay-low.... How goes it??? I'm all right I guess... This morning Vera woke me up because I had to go on a retard ride to take Gigi to school and then Vera actually took me out to breakfast... That was cool of her. Chocolate chip pancakes. Yummy. Then I went back to bed when I got home for a long while... I totally wish that I hadn't been ( Read more... )

So I'm supposed to be going to the Trick or Freak concert, the Buckcherry one... My bumpy is supposed to be getting ticket so we can go together... Matthew and I always have an awesome time at concerts... A concert experience with Matthew is absolutely unforgettable... Our first date (and pretty much ONLY date, heh) was at a concert... And Type O ( Read more... )

hi.... how goes it??? i'm at steve's apartment right now. i fucked up again and didn't go to work and of course my dumb ass doesn't call in because i'm too chicken ( Read more... )