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[deathly_angel]

ever wonder why some people seem to be happy all the time? i mean, no one's life is that good, you gotta stop and think that maybe a shit load of them are faking. well, shit on all of them, i want their fucking secret. i wanna be able to shit all over the people that love me and not feel a fucking thing. i wanna be able to do what the shit i wanna

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Phil

[anonymous]

I got into a fight with Adam last night. I hate that asshole. I was a great friend to him and treated me like shit. I think Adam is the person your describing Jen, because it is something that he would do. So if i can do anything to help fuck with his life i would be glad to help. Andrew is also starting to make me wonder. He has been pretty mean to everyone lately. I love you Jen and so do plenty of other people and we don't like seeing you upset but we still like being around you so don't worry about that. I'm just glad you didn't hurt yourself.

[anonymous]

hell yes. screw everyone that does such a good job of faking pain. im so jealous. and hell yes to fucking up adam's life. i despise that stupid motherfucker so much i cant even being to describe the amount of hatred i have towards that asshole.
-jen

[i_run_800]

To start.... I know I don't smile so I may not seem all too happy but I am. I think that I have a wonderful life and have nothing to complain about. I do think that some people may just act like they are happy, but I don't think they all do.

Next, just to get an idea of where this will go later when I type more and realy put all of my thoughts into this. Why do you try and do the same thing again when it didn't work in the first relationship? And if "this guy" you mention in your posts is realy the love of your life and all of that, you lied to me? I think so. It doesn't matter to me but I just want you to think about some things.

Okay, I'll add more when I can think..

Peace out, A town.....

[i_run_800]

On the way home tonight I was thinking why I am happy. I decided two things, and these are things that anyone can use. First DECIDE to be happy. You have to want to be happy. You will get different treatment from people when your a happy person. People will not feel sorry for you all the time, and I think that is what you may want sometimes, BUT people will enjoy being around you more and want to STAY around you. Witch brings me to my second point. You must sround yourself with happy and positive people. I noticed that tonight. The people that I was with were all happy and so was I. It is no fun the be around people who are sad and want others to feel sorry for themselves. To recap, tell yourself to stop trying to get others to feel sorry for you and live and enjoy life, and hang around people who do the same .

[deathly_angel]

1st off, i never said that he was the love of my life, i said that he promised that he would never leave w/o a good reason, then one day, just leaves w/o a reason other than he just didn't feel like having a gf anymore. where have i heard that one before? never once did the words, he was the love of my life come out of my mouth, not about him, not about you, i loved you both, but in very different ways, i was myself around you in the begining, then it just never seemed good enough for you, so i changed to try to make you happier. w/ him, throughout our entire relationship, i was trying to find out who i was again, and he always thought that the reason that i would get sad about stuff was something that he needed to fix, it wasn't that, i was always just trying to remember who i was, so things were not the same in either relationship, they were very different in my relationship w/ him than what they were for you. he never once made me feel like i wasn't good enough for him or pretty enough for him, if anything, he made me happy again b