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truning around
struggling with wat ive found
beaten back
but not defeated

ill remeber just how i was treated

letting me down
needing to let go
all in search of higher ground
struggling with what ive found

my dragons heart bruns on
the fire inside almost died
squelched by those who wished id die
i will never say good bye

close to home the adventure grows
for some reason im always toe to toe

the group of light
the gathering dark
in hate we crawl in love we fall

to the end i seek to travel
towards a choice im forced to follow
corrupt minds eat a like
the world follows a false man

the devil has come time to choose

to avoid to empty and once again be that boy
try to defy live like a lie compeletly empty inside
follow suit and step inline face the music and go blind
so sorry but goodbye

the fear you deem so sincere as if you where here
like troubled fish seemingly so clear
dead holy fish shed your tears
fear inst respect my dear

tell me why
tell if you even tried
if so then why did you let it die
so this is goodbye

worked up about how
lost your focus
refused to even try
witch only fucked us

waited for a scapegoat
used your hate against you
sat there and took notes
i refuse to be used by you

now i know

ripping open to expose the truth
loosing eveything including my youth

my arms wide open now
will you fill thwm or run away
dispite these lies im sur youll find
a way to claim your blind

tickle test
time for the rest
open eyes to see
infinite lies

wonder when i die

life is a lie
sin is a try
truth and honesty's
are blind

who cares if you fly

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to broken to be
are you alive to me or am i dead to you
so deeply i crawl to see
scarring the surface of trees

scream so ican find thee