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[deathmetaljim]

well, last sunday my dad passed away, which is basically why i haven't been writing in here nor will i for a long time after this...this is basically a head's up for anyone who gives a shit about reading my livejournal or myspace garbage...my father was one of the only people i gave a damn about in this world and it's goddamn hit me hard that he's

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[hilarykeller]

Jim, I can't believe this news. I did not know your father nor your bond with eachother but I can imagine the pain this reality has brought to you, your girlfriend and your family

[deathmetaljim]

thank you hilary for all the kind words...it hasn't been easy...i know i seem like an 'always in a good mood' guy, but these last few years have been pretty hard on all of us...but mostly myself, because me and him were best friends basically...hahaha!!!...i even got my wonderful personality from him!...but ya man...i'm gonna miss him....he was one in a million...and i'm not just saying that because he was my dad...the guy was just fucking great...he'd give you the shirt off his back, ya know?...but the one thing i regret more than anything is that he won't see my children...that's gonna eat me up more than anything...there's also a whole other story to why he passed away which i really don't want to get into on this...maybe i'll e-mail you about it or something once i get my head on straight...anyway...thanks for being there for me...even if it is only on a dumb livejournal...you're a good friend...and i'm honored that you took the time to write this to me
thank you,
Jim

[hilarykeller]

Also if you wouldn't mind sending me your address or a PO box number or something where you trust me to send you something? I'd like to send you a letter and a small token of my care to you \ for you.

Take Care, --Hilary

[deathmetaljim]

hell no it's not a problem...even when circumstances like this don't occur i always love getting mail...and i'd love it even more if it's about my dad...just lemme know your e-mail address so i can send the address to you

[deathmetaljim]

thanks lisa...it's definitely not something i thought i'd be writing about or talking about as a 24 year old...but thanks for being there for me nontheless :)

[alannajohan]

It feels contrived leaving condolences on LJ, particularly as I cannot claim to know you in a context more than "Jim's cool and metal as fuck", but I can only imagine the shit you're going through and feeling right now, because death, no maatter how inevitable, is fucked up, not in its action necessarily but in that it leaves so many unaswered questions and what ifs behind. And it hurts like nothing else because there is nothing else in the world so out of our control.

I hope you have people there for you to keep things afloat, and I hope that this message let's you know that even in our brief knowledge of one another I care enough to be thinking of you. Keep your head up, sir, and don't let the inevitable grind you down. Keep walking your own path and make him proud.

[deathmetaljim]

thank you alanna, it helps me to know that caring people like you are taking the time to try and ease my pain...i'll get through this..it's just gonna take some time...alot of time...but me being pissed off at the hospital and doctors...that's a whole other story altogether...then again, i don't wanna get into that on here right now...but again, thank you for your caringness, i appreciate it greatly. :)

[alannajohan]

daughteroflillith@btinternet.com

My Yahoo messenger ID and email address. Just in case you want it (no obligation).