I just found out today that I have lost both of the people I loved... both of them. How do I deal with something like that.... I tried to cry and nothing happened... I'm numb but at teh same time I can feel every bit of me... and it all hurts. It's so not worth it to live through this, but I'm too strong to die for it... so I'll just sit here and ( Read more... )

I only do this so you guys will come talk to me.... makes me happy to get messages. My back hurts and my nose is runny.... and my feet hurt too. Damn them. I need to be held, someone shoudl come hold me...a nd dont' say I wish I coudl because I knwo you all WISH you could, but one of you should actually do it.... cuz I need it. Anyways, new house ( Read more... )

Gah, so much work. My schedule is all fucked up at work and I have long long days, which is great if I needed money but I have plenty. On top of that I have to find a place to live soonand it's difficult. No one in this stupid town calls me back. I'll make it happen though, I always do.

Hehe, I just had one, it was fun. You two should have come. I cooked :D I'm good at that I'm told. Anyways, I called on teh house I wanna get, hoping to get a call back tomorrow. I get my ID on Monday so I can deposit my money instead of having a pretty check with no use. Things are going good.... now all I need is a certain someone.

Well... 6:23 to be precise. Just got home... gotta love 24 hour open places. We went to Wal-Mart and I got some new clothing, and a few other things, then we went out to eat. I'm lonwly. I miss talking to my baby.... I wanna hear her voice again, even that short ass little message was enough. Our timing seems to be off, whenever I am on, she's off ( Read more... )

One night a guy & a girl were driving home from the movies. The boy sensed there was something wrong because of the painful silence they shared between them that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over because she wanted to talk. She told him that her feelings had changed & that it was time to move on. A silent tear slid down his cheek as ( Read more... )

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