I like hanging out with God, and I like hanging out with my darling. I asked God if He would hang out with me today, and He said yes, and I've been in a great mood all morning. I was sick yesterday and now I'm all better, and I get to hang out with my Marcus after school, and then there's college group tonight, which I am pretty excited to see ( Read more... )

Oh, but they think they are ingenious. I just checked one of my lesser-used emails (one of the ones I give out to businesses when they require an email address), and I found one of those email scams from someone posing as Bank of America. They said they needed me to verify and confirm my account registration and information, and supplied the URL ( Read more... )

I love this weather. I love sitting in my room, cold instead of too warm, listening to Electric Light Orchestra and doing homework while Marcus is asleep in my bed behind me. It feels like Christmas again. We had the first fire in our fireplace of the cold season. It was awesome ( Read more... )

I've been getting small memory-cravings. Last night, I wished it was Christmas. It smelled like Christmas, and it was that cold-outside/warm-inside feeling that makes you want to curl up in blankets and just be with people. This morning, I pictured watching Marcus walking on a beach in Hawaii at sunset. It was beautiful, and though I've never ( Read more... )

I'm feeling better. Thanks for the encouragement, those who contributed. Sorry I'm not around much anymore.

Also: I just got back from the midnight showing of Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. Freakin' go see it. It's amazing.

I want to stop breathing, stop seeing. I want my being to be gone from my body. I don't want to do anything anymore, I don't want to think about anything. I want my God to take me away from here. I want Him to hold me forever.

Anonoymous comments make me sad. I wish that people weren't afraid and/or ashamed to let me know who they are.

The Lord and I have been talking about some sweet stuff, and I'm really excited. Unfortunately, this is something I cannot share with certain people, and so I cannot post it on here. (Sorry.) I've started writing in the journal that Rusty gave me for Christmas. It's going to be only for writing down the things that God tells me and promises me, so ( Read more... )

Mi hermano querido esta aquí ( Read more... )

I sent these to Rusty already, but I find them so amusing that I just have to post them on my journal as well. Here are some sweet one-liners ( Read more... )