things have disintegrated since i wrote that little true story at work. the worst thing about the way i feel right now is that nothing triggers it... so there is nothing i feel i can do to stop it. this is for myself from myself. a love song ( Read more... )

TRUE STORY
(written while at work, transcribed here for your pleasure and further edumacation)

* * * * * * *today, as i was sitting in front of the shoppe smoking a cigarette, one of the pittsburgh parking authority nazis that so torment "my guys" during the daylight shift pulled up and parked right in front of me. as she was gathering her demonic ( Read more... )

...to who that is addressed shall remain unsaid. at least in this forum.

gah! damn the haiku-bot... and late night phone calls, both made and recieved! no sleep AGAIN!! i have to work in 3.5 hours. i think i'm gonna go get some coffee...

~dissonance

...are the good ( Read more... )

when thinking about a percieved lack of freedom,
anticipating freedom... hoping... contemplating...
remembering a lost isolation...
longing for it... repulsed by it...
acknowledging unreached happiness...
an ever-present lacking.
not understanding why... being unable to, unwilling.
restless, no release.
no contentment, only contention
with self. ( Read more... )

ganked from my sisser... i can picture all the looks of shock and surprise right now...


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work was fun tonight, nevermind the fact that one of "my guys" used too much soap while mopping the floor, and i, consequentially, took a nast spill. erk. i twisted my knee out of place, and attempted to catch myself on my "smart" hand... the right one. i question it's intelligence, however. if it were truly "smart", then it would remember that it' ( Read more... )

why is it that things so often seem to go out of their way to be DIFFICULT ( Read more... )

death of sadness, end of pain?

"The End of PainThere seems to be resistance in the mind when it realizes it has the opportunity to give up pain ( Read more... )

i'm not sure that i put these in the right order, but they do indeed tell a story. while i find the subject matter a bit disturbing, i also see a lot of truth in it. things that i hesitate to say to anyone save a few... and even when i do, they're as broken and disjointed as this creepy little meme-bot has made them out to be ( Read more... )