As the autumn leaves fall...

[deathofsociety]

I find myself sitting here looking out the window on a chilly fall day in October. Rain is trickling down the face of the windows giving me a muddled look into the world outside of me. Across the room from me sits one of my best friends. It's funny her and I, we are so much a like that we can read each other without saying a word. As much as I

Comments

[stajieenikkie]

This entry helped a lot of things become more clear to me thanks hon..Im letting go dont worry..Im really really letting go of us...Its not been easy but then again I learned somethings from u and for that Im thankful. I dont know I know its over and Im so fine with it..I will move on..Im happy again hon..Im doing fine..

[stajieenikkie]

Oh yes never stop fighting thats what Im doing and I wish u luck and happiness and I hope we can stay friends but I dont think that will happen either :(

[vickithtoria]

It may be a little presumtive of me to say that I know a little bit more than most, but I am going to say it anyway and I am glad that you are finally realizing that you can't fight this alone. I know you are strong, stubborn as hell, and also very independent....but there are just some things people can't face alone. It took me a long time and the loss of someone I care deeply for to realize this. Remember I always loved you, even if I didn't always show it....I'm glad you found it in your hear to forgive me....and now that you are figuring things out everyone will HAVE to hold on or be lost in your way of finding yourself.....luv yah hun...

[zaned]

Nice line to live by. I've said such a thing myself. Just not in the same words.

So. When do we get to start this whole revenge thing? Plan to do some drinking when we're done with it?

[stajieenikkie]

I noticed u dont have me as a friend in your journal just thought u might so u can read my journal

[vickithtoria]

hun, let it go

[stajieenikkie]

easier said then done I will fight this to the bitter end no matter what it costs me..

[vickithtoria]

I wish you luck