I'm at Disney World with my love <3 Check out the pics at myspace.com/everybodyhatesmadonna in the Orlando album ;-)

I'm hurt that you intentionally hurt me. I'm hurt that I intentionally hurt you. I'm so hurt that we can hurt each other that way. I'm so sorry. I just want your happiness. I want you to want mine as well. I could be if you allowed me to...

Although enjoying my new company, I can't help but long for yesterday's company. I'm experiencing an emotional roller coaster. I'm extremely happy and extremely hurt at the same time. I never predicted anything like this happening. I hope it only works out for the best. I can't help but have this romantic fantasy where we meet sometime from now ( Read more... )

Have I got a story for you.

Somedude1435: so >.> u been drinking?
AmiJ GothRocker: more than usual, yes.
Somedude1435: whats the occasion?
AmiJ GothRocker: um, life sucks?

So my life is more interesting yet shittier than usual. I've always had an incredible guilt problem and lately its overwhelming. I feel like a complete loser for falling behind in school just because of the incredible NEED to switch campuses. Hopefully everything DOES happen for a reason and this whole major switch will be worth it. If ya'll didn't ( Read more... )

I know, I'm a flake. My personal journal has been neglected even more. I've actually posted blogs on MySpace though... Whatever. So like...I've been having a social life. It just drains all the energy I have and therefore my extra time is now just for television. Because, you know, TV is my best friend. However, this non-stop partying, although ( Read more... )

Still in this never-ending funk. I had a lot to say when I first got on here and I forgot it all. All I know is that it never gets better. A big part of my depression is my weight. I used to have more will power. Now I'm weak. I would love nothing more than to post a month from now and tell you I'm thinner. Wish me luck. Other than that... school, ( Read more... )

I'm so blah. I don't feel like talking -__- I'm a loser at life.

Friday, January 12th ( Read more... )