glad this week is done. too much school for me i think i am tired so early tonight. today was a good happy day though. 4 months for kevin and i. ^_^ amazing. got a ride home from jessy which was pretty cool. hm. had to babysit the sibs and clean up. grandparents coming over tomorrow. today was dad's b-day...going to kev's house tomorrow....yeah ( Read more... )

past couple of days have been pretty decent, a few problems here and there but nothing major. except the lari conflict. but feelings on that as of now, she can go die. she hates me so why bother. backstage was fun. ^_^ hm.....that is a nice short summary for now. g'night.

kk, well much has gone on. super short summary: problems arose once again for kevin and i, nothing we couldn't work out quickly of course. things are now super great as always. ^_^ i am finally back on the compy, first time in days. eva is passing out on the couch....we may have a get together ish thing on sunday at eva's. not sure yet. my b-day is ( Read more... )

shortest entry thus far-
Zanjui: I want to spend time with you.

^_^ means so much. i just melted. lol

Alright, alright. so i thought i was all fine with kevin going to liz's house and to tell you the truth i was. but then i find out it is a small partyish thing and now i am pissed again. i feel like kevin doesn't even care to be with me at the moment. no i do not want to be worshipped and take up every moment of his time, but i have passed up a few ( Read more... )

school got cancelled! woot! kevin and i worked out my pointless frustration. so many possibilites for today but i am thinking nothing is going to happen. oh well. at least i am not at school. well i will re-update later.

ok, today was decent. eva came over, we ddr-ed and watched anime. kevin calls and tells me out of nowhere he is going to liz's friday with ryan for ryan to meet some girl that likes him...not that i have a problem with it, just friday is typically the day i go to kevin's and being that i was grounded i thought he would be as anxious to see me as i ( Read more... )

Kevin requested an update. so here it is. well, i got grounded first of all. still am til monday technically... writing notes is super cute though. ^_^ today is lari's b-day, yesterday she was a bitch and made me cry....hm...i got my hair chopped off and recolored it so it's all sexified. and kevin is coming over tomorrow for lari's bday party ( Read more... )

ok, i feel really close to kevin after the last visit to his house and i realize i still love the kid. "love" is such a strange concept.... i will never understand it myself, all i can do is let things go the way they are meant to. something i keep in mind to slow my thoughts is "Love is an excuse to get hurt". you would think that would be ( Read more... )

ok, much has happened since my last update. only the most recent concerns me as of now however. that being i am not sure how i feel about kevin anymore. i will think and update again later.