Comments | deathsword: umm...yay!

deathsword

umm...yay!

Jan 05, 2005 18:44

wow...i'm loving this. it's been a good day, school wasn't hard, and i'm not tired for once. My girl basically just confessed how she really felt bout me, and that made my day. I just wish we could actually be together. I wanna be w/ her so badly that it's not even funny. so, my good day, made even better by my baby. i swear, i love today...it ( Read more... )

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lucky bastard! morbid_kissess January 6 2005, 12:21:44 UTC

u suck balls! i want 3 half days! well i have a 1 hour delay cause of the fog..... thats gotta be the stupidest shit i have ever heard of... a delay for FOG! anyways, im happy i made ur day. i had a great day as well! i found out that a bunch of people want to go out with me, including one of my exs that i didnt want to break it off with, matt....he was just too stressful to me cause of some of the things that were going on in his life and i had to tell him that we need time apart. so he came up to me after school and was like "can i have a hug"? i was like "why?" and he started to basically beg. so i gave him a hug and he confessed (partially) how he felt about me. we sat together on the way home and i found out he is now down at vo-tech in a different class than i am but we will still get to see each other all the time! so he was sittin with me on the bus tellin me how much he wanted to get back with me and then his stop came and he was like "you have to call me tonight! please call me??" and he gave me a hug (the 3rd one in like 30 ( ... )

Re: lucky bastard! deathsword January 6 2005, 17:40:33 UTC

honestly, i have no idea what you should do. hell, i don't even know what i'd do, except go w/ your heart. Whatever it tells u to do, go ahead and do it. If it tells ya to stay with me, all the better; if not, it wouldn't be the first time i've had my heart broken. Just follow ur heart, baby...and, if it tells ya to go w/ Matt, go..if it tells ya to stay w/ me, stay...i'd prefer u stay w/ me, but, that's all up to u. Granted, i'd be crushed if u left me, but, like i said, it wouldn't be the first time. all i want is for u to be happy, and if ur heart tells u u'd be happier w/ him, then, i guess i'm outta the picture. i seriously would love it if u stayed w/ me, Shana, but, if that's not what u decide, i guess i lose my perfect girl. honestly, i'm not sayin all this to make u ultimately choose me, but, i'd prefer if it ended that way. If, however, u decide to go w/ Matt, then i suppose we'll part, i'll be crushed (back to being single, which i hate w/ a passion) but, i wouldn't doubt that we could still be friends. Anyways, ( ... )

Re: lucky bastard! deathsword January 6 2005, 20:15:23 UTC

baby, please don't leave me....i really don't think i could handle it...but, i'll understand if u wanna go w/ Matt. i love u so much, and i trust u to make the right decision, for whatever u want...whether it be me or him. I love u, honey, and i never wanna leave u, but, if i have to, i will...it all really depends on what u decide. Either way, i'm still gonna worry bout it til u make ur final decision...cuz, i don't wanna lose u...i really don't wanna lose u, shana....ur the first girl i feel i can actually love, and have the feeling of love returned to me...no girl's ever been that way for me before. Shana, i love u, and i hope u stay...
love always,
-Josh

sorry i havent replied.... morbid_kissess January 7 2005, 23:54:58 UTC

hey, sorry i havent wrote you back in like 3 days. i only have a few min cause im saposed to call matt at 7. we are going to the movies tomarrow, hopefully. he asked me a while back and we never got around to it so i wrote him a note and told him he owes me a movie and i wanna go see White Noise. so he said that we can go tomarrow.... i just need to look up times that its playin cause he dont want to spend all day there, i think he knows he will end up buying me the mall! haha... anyways, i finally mailed your letter, sorry so late. and about me and matt, matt is still with his girlfriend. he wants to leave her but he feels bad every time he breaks up with someone. i completely understand that. he had such a bad day and wont talk to me about it. all i know is that he almost got into 2 fights over something that someone said about his mom... she died in a car accident. about who i want to be with, as of now i want to stay with u. well im gonna go look up movie times..... its kinda strange, both him and i are dating someone but here we ( ... )

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