Comments | deathsword: i love you

deathsword

i love you

Mar 29, 2005 00:56

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i will cherish u always.... morbid_kissess March 29 2005, 15:59:48 UTC

hey baby! i love you soooo much! i cant believe that u said that!!! i was blushing the intire time!! god u have no clue how much that meens to me!! im having such a shitty day cause i havnt talked to u!! i just flipped out on my math teacher! he was askin me all these math questions and from the back of the room i was like "can u just leave me alone?" and i looked him in the eye for a good min b4 he said "ok im sorry". i went to bed at 2 am.... i have no clue why. its prolly cause i wanted to keep talkin to u... i have realized something, you are what makes my day all that much better. basically u are what i live for! i cant emagine a day without u! seriously! but i cant call ya when i get outa school... unfortunately i have to work till god knows what time! anyways.... i love you with all my heart, write back soon!!
kisses and hugz...
Shana A.
Love always, forever and a day!!!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Re: i will cherish u always.... deathsword March 29 2005, 17:30:01 UTC

well, i meant everything i said, baby. it's my true feelings for u...i just felt that i had to tell u exactly how i feel about u, baby. i didn't get to sleep til 1, cuz i was sittin there, wishin u were in my arms...baby, i can't imagine a day goin by w/o u....hell, if we don't talk for one day, i'm in pain..cuz i feel so lonely. ur my life, my everything...ur my girl, shana...and i never ever want that to change. well, i gotta go. love u so much..i'm always thinkin bout us.
kisses and hugs....
josh
love always, forever, a day, and more!
xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo

Re: i will cherish u always.... deathsword March 30 2005, 06:13:06 UTC

baby, i love u more than life itself. i promise we'll stay together forever...i can't live w/o u. i really wish u were here right now...i want u in my arms...ur always there in my dreams, u know. anyways, i hope u have a good day at school...and at ur field trip. i love u so much, baby...i'm off all day today, so call me, k?...i love u so much, shana naomi ambrus, and i never ever wanna leave u for any reason.
love always, forever, and a day.
ur fiance
josh
xoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxox

ooooooh shizzle!!! im gonna fall asleep!!!! morbid_kissess March 30 2005, 11:37:20 UTC

im so tired.. u have no clue! i dont know when im gonna get home but i know that when i do im gonna go to sleep!! i am so tired that i cant even keep my eyes open! damn u..... its all ur fault! well if i get back to school in time, ill write u there.
love
Shana A

.... morbid_kissess March 31 2005, 16:10:08 UTC

i really dont know what to say anymore about anything. i dont know what to say to make u change ur mind about college... i know that if u do i will feel bad cause i know it would be because of me and if u dont i will feel like shit cause it would make me think that u dont love me anymore. i just have a feeling that u will forget about me or something will go wrong and we will end up apart! i have figured it out.... i think i can "tolerate" you staying down in N.C. for college if u promise to come up and see me. and that doesnt meen that i wont come and see u either... i will... but we need to have it like every 3 weeks or something... we could take a day off of school and then spend the weekend together or something like that. that would meen alot to me. seriously. but thats the only way that i know that we wont forget about eachother... and i know ur thinkin "i wont forget about u, baby" but thats not good enough for me just to hear. i need proof.... i need something to make me believe that it will happen. now summer vacation is ( ... )

Re: .... deathsword March 31 2005, 17:27:52 UTC

baby, i promise to you that i'd come and see u when i'm in school. and, ur idea of doin that, seein each other every couple of weeks, i'd have to say it's pretty damn good. and, summer vacation..sure, i'd come up there for a week...and i really hope u'd come down here for a week. seriously, baby...u think it sounds like ur askin alot? well, i don't think u are...i realize that ur tryin to make me happy by accepting the fact that i wanna go to UNC...and, at the same time, i really wanna be up there w/ u too...but, trust me, baby...everything's gonna be just fine...i don't know how, i just have a feeling that it will. the simple truth is, baby...i love u, i really care about u, about us...and i don't wanna lose this relationship either. i seriously love u w/ all my heart, baby...and don't u ever forget that, no matter what happens. and, i'm really really sorry i hurt u by telling u that i wanted to go to UNC...but, i swear to u, i'm gonna try my hardest to make this work...to have more than one good thing....see if my luck changes ( ... )

Re: .... morbid_kissess March 31 2005, 18:52:19 UTC

u have a feeling that its all gonna work out.... but u dont know how. that worries me. ALOT

Re: .... deathsword April 1 2005, 14:27:04 UTC

yeah, i know it's goin to work out, cuz i'll call u, write u, come and see u all the time, baby....i promise. i really, really don't wanna lose u...so i'm gonna try hard as i can to keep u. i love u, seriously....i can't live w/o u, shana.

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about the last response to post.... morbid_kissess April 1 2005, 17:45:14 UTC

hey, im sorry if what i wrote offended u... i re-read it just now and im sorry.... but thats truly how i feel. i wish now that i would have put it easier. i meen it sounds like i wanna leave u and i dont. and it sounds like i dont care about u, but i do. i care about what happens to us, its just that im still really upset. im sure that u can understand. anyways.... yeah, call me tonight when u get home from work... we really need to talk. and do me a favor and remind me about whatever i write cause i will have a blonde moment and forget. but if u tell me what i wrote then i will definately remember. but baby, i honestly want this to work it just pisses me off to think that u are putting me and this relationship 2nd.... well im gonna go... i need to wander the school aimlessly cause we have a sub. ill be awaiting ur call and if u dont call me it will definately make things worse
love you always and forever
even if things dont work out
you will always be the one gave my heart to
Shana A
xoxoxo