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[deathtime]

its a hard balance to find. as much as i wish i hadnt fucked things up with her, and as much as i wish things could go back to the way they were, i know thats not going to happen. on the same hand, we're still close. we talk in some form every single day. and i wouldnt change that for anything in the world. i cherish her as a part of my life. but

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Acceptance

[glitzzz69]

Relax and do things that you find interesting and enjoy the freedom to do things that are maybe even more enjoyable or possible now. It's going to be difficult. It takes strength, patience and diversion. It's good that she is still there for you as a friend and it is also good that you want that. I know personally that self-control can be a difficult skill to master.