When will I learn?

Oct 06, 2005 16:21

Why do I push everyone away? The people I trust, the people I love and care about, my friends, my family.. I have low tolerance for anything out of my comfort zone. I am impatient and needy. I am in a 'bad place' right now and I'm stuck there. In this ... rut. Where nothing is getting better, everything is mediocre and nothing is worth anything. I ( Read more... )

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fajitaben October 7 2005, 00:11:03 UTC
whatever i still like you

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nate_sniffs_glu October 7 2005, 00:18:19 UTC
Youre still my favorite girlfriend. im me sometime.. id love to talk to ya. <3

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dont be sorry imnotemo15 October 7 2005, 02:02:30 UTC
michelle. i love you. you were one of my best friends. i miss the nights when we drove around aimlessly.i miss the nights when we played mini golf and you kicked my ass. i miss the nights when we went for ghost hunts on the hcc campus. i miss us. i miss you. even though we lost touch i do not blame you. i cant say i know what your going through but just know if you ever want to talk im here for you. even if its 4 oclock in the morning. im here

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firethesky October 7 2005, 02:25:56 UTC
Bwudda,

You will always be my nucka for FOREVER and I hope you know that. I'm trying to understand where you're coming from. I understand you are upset and hurting and just plain shitty but I hope that in time, this will clear up. What we need is a date. We need to talk and get everything out. Remember: No matter what happens, I LOVE YOU. From the bottom of my heart. Completely and forever and ever and ever. We are in different states, but in heart we'll always be together. My nucka, my boo, my other half, my BEST friend. I love you very very much. So much that you don't even know. I'll never give up on you and I hope you never give up on me. Smile and be happy and know that seeing each other is closer every single day. <333333

I LOVE YOU.

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leonies_miles October 8 2005, 20:50:12 UTC
Michelle,
Please don't take it upon yourself that it is your fault that we haven't talked, I could honestly pick up the phone and call you or IM you or what not..but when I go to IM you, you sign off or when I go to call I think that you're busy. I just hope you know I Love youa nd I always will, for who you were when you were in hagerstown and who you really are. You're an amazing person, Smile. It's all gonna be okay.
<3,
Me.

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