Im ready to give up on a lot of things and people... I think thats a good thing in most cases...

hates today, hated yesterday. Will probably hate tomorrow and all the days that follow.

this depression really suck... I havnt showered in 3 days, shit i havnt even left my room in 3 days... And whenever I finally fall asleep i wish I would never wake up... Im really hating life right now...

i cant fucking deal, man...

i'll heal from the outside in...

im thankful i have more blood than sense... I guess...

never had this much conviction in my life... This was serious... Sad I failed but happy i didnt succeed at the same time... Sad in general... thanks to those that helped... i guess... but whats next?

I made dinner last night. It was really good, she really enjoyed it...

its nights like this that keep me going...

Why are you so scarce?