Fuck. I have to make a decision... and soon.

I wish someone could help me with this. I feel like I'm going to cry...

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me...

I suppose if I had to describe how I've been feeling towards you lately, it would be pissed off and disappointed. You know exactly what you're doing wrong and how to remedy it... and if you don't want to admit it to yourself, then it's entirely your fault. I wash my hands of the situation ( Read more... )

I'm so excited for college. I've been on this website called newstudent.org (for new college students in th UK) and everyone is so friendly! I love it!

I'm pretty sure that whatever college I choose, I'll be very satisfied.

Well, shit.

Apparently, for entrance into one of the colleges, I have to send them a tape of my performance.

I'm broke but I'm happy
I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah

I'm high but I'm grounded
I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful baby And what it all comes down to ( Read more... )

Well, it finally hit me. We are graduating ( Read more... )

Two years ago, I wrote all about how I don't want to grow up, that I don't want to trade my insight for a good job and a comfortable daily life. Sophomore year, my journal entries were riddled with self-examination and doubt, constantly questioning everything around me. As I look back, I feel as if I've lost some of this already. Or, at the very ( Read more... )

BAH!

Another conditional offer from a college. This time, I have to get a total of 30 points from IB in order to secure a place at Kingston University in London. What do they think I am, a diploma student?! If I got 7s on all my tests, I'd still only end up with a measly 28 points ( Read more... )

God, you want to be alone for a couple days and all of the sudden, you have no friends.

Typical.