im confused

[deathwish86]

yesterday my world came crashing down. shelly walked away from me and i had lost all hope. she had thought about walking away before but never quite did. last night she said goodbye. today however, she called me. i didn't at all expect that, but was glad she did. we got together this evening and talked for a while. she told me she didn't want to

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[harley322]

This entry right here is why rebounds don't work out. Who can have a functional relationship with anyone while their heart is still broken from someone else? I was confused and totally not ready to be with anyone, but I had real feelings for you... which scared the living crap out of me. I didn't want to do that to you, make you the rebound guy, because I cared about you too much. So I became a bit schizo, and that probably confused the crap out of you, and I'm sorry. But through it all, you were my best friend. You were there for me when nobody else was. And that's why I could never really walk away. That's why I always called. I thought it would be easier to walk away, spare us both pain, but then I'd be losing my best friend. I handle things the wrong way. It's one of my special gifts.