maybe they're right

[deathwish86]

yesterday had the potential to be a great day. shelly and i had plans to go to the beach with peanut, we were going to watch robin hood-prince of thieves, and just enjoy each others company. instead, she talked to joe, and somehow decided that i was still indeed intruding on her life. at the height of the evening i thought we were closer than we

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[harley322]

I'm a piece of shit. Period. You weren't why I was taking my pills and trying to kill myself. Joe wasn't even the reason I was doing that. I was the reason. I didn't like myself. I was seeing things inside myself that I hated, whether it was something I said, or decisions I made, the way I treated people, how I looked that day... whatever, it didn't matter. I just didn't like myself, and I was dealing with it the only way I knew. You didn't do anything wrong, but placing the blame elsewhere is always easier than looking in the mirror.