When I am weepy and sad and feeling really blue shit comes out my mouth among the tears. Often when I am like this - the what purpose do I serve and is this all there is - I cry in my beer boohooing and po' wee me myself.

Because there is not a dominant in my personal space intimately, I really get into a "there is no one for me" and "there are no ( Read more... )

Now you can take that anyway you want and it will probably apply for today. Done with work, done with renting, done as in fuck me, done with kink, done with looking, done with living, stick the fork in done d o n e done!

On of those self absorbent, self pity, perpetual whine, teary, sort of days. I get up and get the shower and then wait for the ( Read more... )

#1 son and his wife called this morning at 7 a.m. Ship docking and 'when will we get to see Toby'. I asked how the trip went, but they wanted to know about the grand-puppy.  I am going to do like a grand child; send him home spoiled rotten and with filthy feet! He has been playing outside a lot! As soon as the memorial service is over, we will pick ( Read more... )

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I am sitting down and it is quiet...................ahhhhh deep breath, relax...............

It isn't over yet, but part of my vanilla life, biological family, and distant friends reunion is nearing completion - but my sanity leaves something to debate!

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OMG two days without coffee - I didn't know that with the time change the owner comes back! OMG Lysol .. he had to spray and spray and spray his poker/conference/drafting table with lysol. Now I can not breathe in without coughing. Did I mention I can not brew coffee!!!!!????

Btw...... livlyredhead  the coffee pot works - I played with it last night - just ( Read more... )

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As a child I began collecting salt and pepper shakers. This started because I was at a Great-Aunts house visiting and it was one of these houses just packed full of 'stuff' all over stuff. For entertainment you pretty  much looked at all the stuff in every nook and cranny of the house for days! I found a box in the stuff and took it to Aunt Melba ( Read more... )