but i dont WANNA GET UP!!!!!

i hate days like this. i still feel like shit but i know i need to go to econ and blah. i dont want to blow dry my hair, so i wont. i dont want to get dressed, but thats illegal. i dont wanna eat anything, so i wont. i dont wannna be late tho so i should start getting ready. damn this motivated society i live in.

well i woke up today with a migraine... and still have one. didnt go to skool cuz you just cant do that when you feel like i do... and yeah. the realtor came today and mom said we're gonna sell the house now... so we'll start packing this week and be completely out in 3-4 weeks is what she said. i hate richard so much im just so angry i cant even ( Read more... )

so today i slept in... and Angela spent the night last night.. so we watched movies, hung out and got Tenisha for a little bit anyways. Then Christy and Kathy called me today telling me that its Devin's birthday party and that he wanted his Auntie'issa there. i just bawled, sucked it up, and went. Stopping on the way at Target to get him this kick ( Read more... )

so church was really good today. i came to another realization about my life... I think consciously like i decide to buy chocolate at the store and i decide to get gas before i run out and i decide to eat dinner... but after a while of conscious thoughts that are alike, i develop a habit of thought. this eventually sinks into my subconscious ( Read more... )

well...last night i spent the night with Angela and we watched movies... since i get em free!! lol, then uhm... we had Korean food for breakfast cuz shes half Korean and her mom loves to cook for people who like korean food, so yum, i totally scored on that! then i went a practices some more on driving the stick with Angela... and shes actually a ( Read more... )

lol... i got my new car with "character" lol...its a pretty pitiful looking 1993 Civic but it goes and thats all that matters to me at this point before i get my new one. Only problem is that its a stick. mom took me out last night to learn and boy was THAT an experience. i sorta got the hang of it, but because it interesting circumstances today ( Read more... )

well i left the house this morning and travelled for 2 hours to my dentist's office... taveling about 45 miles... in two hours. welcome to bay area morning commute traffic, JESUS. anyways, i went to the dentist to see about my pain and see if its really associated with my wisdom teeth so i went. i opened my mouth and he looked inside... felt around ( Read more... )

well, ive decided that the event is too raw for me to deal with right now, and if i try to then i will only be depressed. i learned last time that i can choose not to be depressed and i do... so i am moving on with my life, one day at a time and taking it slowly but im not going to deal with how i feel about richard right now. ive removed ( Read more... )

so i woke up this morning after like 2 hours of sleep? lol... yeah. wasnt in the BEST mood. i mean, its my responsibility, im just not exactly the happiest person in the morning anyways... so i forced myself out of bed, into the shower, gulped down some coffee, and got ready for church. went to that neato church that im going to nowadays: www. ( Read more... )

ok well last night, Abby (my neighbor's daughter) spent the evening and the night with me because her dad was going out of town for business and so yeah. shes like 10 so i figured we could go out and have a girls night since she lives with her dad and i KNOW how that is... so we went to the mall and tried on outrageous clothes and got In and Out ( Read more... )