im FED UP. of everything.
- i hardly go out anymore. i dont get invited.
- i see nobody, but craig. and feel bad for keeping him all to myself.
- i have nothing going for me. at all.
- i dont even know where my life is going to end up.
- i want to feel pretty, and happy.
- i want my parents to care just a little bit about me. instead of ordering ( Read more... )

ITS CHRISTMAS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and i have a kidney infection so i cant get hammered :( oh well

NOT ONLY did they fucking, burn my skin, dye it the wrong colour then have to dye it a mingin brown colour, which may i add I DONT EVEN FUCKING LIKEEEEE!!!!..... THEY BLEACH MY BRAND NEW FUCKING DRESS AS WELL! ..... ALL THIS... has cost me.... £80. 80 FUCKING quidI AM ANNOYED ( Read more... )

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ok so guess whos blonde?

YES ME.

my hair is pretty much WHITE. and i have black in the front. it looks.. okay. i suppose. im not used to it yet. xxx

tonight i think, is the night, for a variety bucket from KFC baby! oh yes ( Read more... )

i have a little 4ft christmas tree in my bedroom, it has a fluffy angel on top and its got little see thru icy baubles on it... and i just put some fairy lights on it! theyre really pretty :D my room looks dead christmassy and im really excited! got my advent calendar up too ( Read more... )

okay so since i last updated i have been on crutches :( i pulled ligaments in my foot at lostprophets saving a child. so now im in pain. oh dear ( Read more... )

god im bored of myself. i wish things were how they used to be, but they included craig too. i miss my friends. i miss having money. i miss feeling well for a change. i want to go to college and get decent grades. but the teachers are faggots and expect too much of me because im older than everyone else. maybe they should just give me a break ( Read more... )

i feel poorly. i miss craig. a lot. ive been trying to get hold of him all day but its proving pretty impossible. i dont know what to do. im so bored. any suggestions? ..