And yet again there are doubts.

I just don't know how else to convince the both of you. Kill me if that makes the both of you more satisfied? It's no fun being in my position ok?

Please. please, please stop doing this to me. I can't bear the pain. I'm weak. ='(

*the rest are still unwritten*

I never asked for much. Why is it so difficult for you to understand that the sacrifices I've made has always been for all of you. Never once haf I thought that it'll be for myself & noone else. The last person I thought that would spoil my morning was you. The least you could do was wish me a good day ahead. Ugghh! I've had enough! I feel like ( Read more... )

Friday's going to be the day that'll determine our future dearest!
Hopefully things will be better for us in future.

I LOVE YOU!

*the rest are still unwritten*

To start it all of, life's been pretty much fair to me. Except for the chicken pox that i just got well from of course. Haha.

Dearest & me have been discussing lots about our future together. Like how the wedding's going to be like & how we're going to start saving for it. So to all of you, give us 5 more years & you'll get to see us up on the ( Read more... )

I shall mind the distance between everyone now.

The words your mum said hurt me badly.
But I have to accept it.
After all, we're still nothing.
It hurts but I'm cool.
It's for the best.

Turning 21 is by far the worst part of life.

Choices, choices, choices.
& for now I shall do my best to come up with a decision.
Wish me luck ya'all!

You're the one I run to ( Read more... )

Sometimes it's better to not haf friends & just mind your own business.
You'll end up getting burn in the end.

*the rest are still unwritten*

I think by now u wish that I'm dead.
)=

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I hate it when February comes!

February is always the month where I have to go through lots of obstacles & make tough choices. Can't I just skip February & go to the other months? I want to fast forward to December can?

From this day forward, I hereby promise to look after my mum in sickness & in health, in rich or poor, in my married life or not, ( Read more... )

I don't know why but the feeling to post on my lj comes only when something is really bothering me.

Like now. I feel like a total shit loser who deserves a better life than this. Life's really tough these days don't u think?

All i wanted was for you to accept us. Accept us the way we are. The way we love each other without any limitations and always ( Read more... )

My year started bad. Lots of probs r surfacing now n it seems that the load on my shoulder is getting heavier.

Somehow, mum wants me to clear tings off with u. She tinks tat you've not been werking hard enuff to get a gud job. She's concerned abt my future. I'm sick n tired of all these. I juz wana haf fun.

Yes, it is pressurising at times. But wen ( Read more... )