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Dear Matty, I had such a great night. There is just so much I wanted to tell you in such a little time and I just didn't know how to do it. It was sooooo good to see you, hear your voice, hug you ..and know your ok. You probably know now that this whole fight thing hit me pretty hard.I would sit in my room and replay this one part of the movie " ( Read more... )

still miss [h][i][m]

... i <3 [T][a][n][y][a] V a N d E r W a A l ...best sunday of my life ( Read more... )

i miss matt.

life just isn't the same without [h][i][m] around. last night i was watching cinderella story, my new found love of a movie. and there is this one part where hillary duff does something she never thought she could do... and her best guy friend is waiting there for her and she says " Carter what are you doing here?" and he's like " I ( Read more... )

another morning, the sun is shining, the birds are chirping, my mom is awake making some sort of weirdly done concoction of the sort, and as it seems, i'm sitting at the computer wondering why in god's name i'm up at 9 oclock when i don't have to work till 4? *slaps forehead ( Read more... )

well, i haven't quite written in here in a really really long time. life is pretty much as stressful as it could potentially be ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but i can't stop crying... this is getting to be a repeated thing lately ( Read more... )

i know what your thinking .. twice in a matter of a day! haha ( Read more... )

wow, i am so freakin confused, i think i have lost all my desire for hopeless romanticism ( Read more... )