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[debotchco]

i shouldnt use this plase to vent. terra is right. im a bastard and i wish i had it all to do over. but you do break my heart the way you hold my daughter over my head. cayci is not my girl freind i cant stand that bitch. i just used her to pay my rent and sent her down the rode. i wish i could talk to you with out going to jail. id have plenty of

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[debotchco]

i need teela. you make excusses why mom cant see her and now you are going to force me to file for custidy, is this what you want? are you willing to take that chance? did you really think i was just going to disapear? i deserve to see my child. period. if you really wanted whats right for her you would want her to know she has a father who would die for her. i also gave her a guitar. how did that work out? yes i got mad, i never seen that comeing. do you reallize how bad you have hurt me? you put me in jail. 10 days i sat. you have abused a system designed to help people in alot wourse situations. how can you be so crule to me? you know i could have put you in the fucking pen if i just wrote a statement on all the shit youve done. how about sartin? do want to spend time with 35 bitches in the county jail where youd be known as brandi smiths sister buy a bunch of grrls that hate her guts? im sure she may have some enemys down there. im not threating you. i just hope you can see i love you both enough to not to do that chicken shit of

[sexymom]

Stand your ground Terra. You are doing what is best for Teela. I could only imagine how hard this must all be for you but Teela will thank you one day. You are being the best mom you can be to her and I greatly respect you for that.