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[decadntmelnchly]

so what do you do when the person you love asks you to get better? ive never had someone approach me with such blatant honesty about how i am fucking myself up. it harsh. but i need it. im so torn. i have this voice telling me that its obvious that i should choose the road of health and happiness but i am confused by the other voice that tells me

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killing me

[anonymous]

I'm watching you die... There is nothing I can do to stop you... The path you choose, you also choose for me.. . I cant sleep at night, I withdraw. You think I'm sick cause of the food. But you did it to me. My focus is shot, the black and white keys are all a blur. I try to play you a sonata, but it turns into a morbid requium. Who do you think you are to do this to me... You suck me in, and then you destroy me... But I'm a surivior, I always have been before. All the signs come into focus, I wish I would have seen them before. As I discover the things that haunt your past, my hopes for a serious future begin to fade away, It stings like a biotch... As much as I want to there are some things that cannot pass over me. I ducked, but none the less the spear drove right through my heart. It's not to late, pull it out. Whisper your secrets into my ear and let me breath again, let me feel safe with you. I am to blame for all of this... You say it's the devil, and the whole situation becomes all to clear. It's not