i started cutting....again....
about two weeks ago.

i'm so ashamed...

i am the fucking queen of the universe
i de-installed two sets of blinds and their hardware and installed two new sets in my room, all by myself, while on the telephone at like midnight....who fucking kicks ass?
i do motherfucker...

bleh
work sucks, o well
i really want to go shopping and i miss everyone so much.
sadness
i rreally want to see nate
but in like 4 months i'll have my license so yay

i have a webcam up and running, so sign on and talk to me! damnit!
anyways i have to work all fucking weekend and i miss my nate, but i think i get paid, so woo!
*does a happy dance*

fuck ( Read more... )

i'm having a fucking breakdown. tears are streaming down my fucking face. i'm so fucking pissed i;m lightheaded and dizzy and i just fucking convulsed to get my fucking cat away from me. fuck i hate everything right now ( Read more... )

fuck, i hate being sad. i've been so manic depressive lately, and i hate the depressive part of it ( Read more... )

god, i'm so cold all of a sudden ( Read more... )

so d.e. was adventurous with me shay ( Read more... )

so mothers day sucked ( Read more... )