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deceive_thee

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Feb 03, 2005 21:46

When I got home from practice I stood in my room for about twenty minutes with my sweatshirt pressed up against my face. I like that smell, but it's more about the suffocation. Keeps me quiet anyways. Then I was going to go eat with my dad (papa fritz) and talk to him about basketball, but my mom invited herself along, so we just got take-out. ( Read more... )

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happiestbuddha February 4 2005, 04:04:36 UTC

"I like that smell, but it's more about the suffocation"

that scares me...

im not really sure whats going on in your life but it sounds like something's up. if it's any consolation, my entire world is falling out from under me.. piece by piece

deceive_thee February 4 2005, 04:30:14 UTC

i wouldn't ever really suffocate myself. it's more figurative, like i'm holding in everything. and i know my problems are nothing compared to yours. if you never need a place to stay, don't hesitate to call or come over. or someone to talk to. people say i'm good at listening. actually, only i say that.

happiestbuddha February 4 2005, 04:41:37 UTC

even though i sometimes tend to feel really sorry for myself, i dont like to think my problems are any worse than anyone else's (and if i do think so, i keep it to myself).. so i am sure whatever is going on in your life is pretty substantial, at least to you, and thats what matters.

i am really good at listening too, so if you need a friend i am here.
and thanks for the offer to stay over, i now have like 15 offers.. thats like a different friend every night for two weeks!

happiestbuddha February 4 2005, 04:42:57 UTC

ps - i didnt mean to belittle (is that a word?) your offer by saying that "everyone" has been offering. it means a lot to me that even though we never see each other, that you'd still be there for me. thank you

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now_thats_love February 4 2005, 04:06:14 UTC

when i got home from practice
i sat in the car screaming (in my head) every cuss word i know
for like 10 minutes i sat there with the car off
and my hand still holding on to the key which was still in the ignition

haha my mind was like the guy from i <3 huckabees

deceive_thee February 4 2005, 04:31:40 UTC

at practice today christina combined every cuss word there is into one sentence. but hey, sorry you're not doing so well right now. talk to me anytime though of course