Shit, this kid is driving me insane. And I like him, alot. And he has a girlfriend and I never see him and it sucks. I need to meet some new, decent, guys.
"Zoe I need help"
"What?"
"I'm gonna run away. I got in so much trouble with my mom"
"Don't"
"Why?"
"You'll be in even more trouble. Grounded for life."
"No, I mean go away and never come back."
"You ( Read more... )

I hurt myself yesterday. Spent 3 hours at the hospital just to get some x-rays and some gay ass sling. It hurts to type, but it's not as bad as writing, my arm just gets really tired. So here's how it went down. Yesterday was the first day of soccer, I was playing and felt good. Damn, I still feel good, just my arm's a bitch. Anyways, I was trying ( Read more... )

God, yesterday was good. I woke up and fed homeless people from 10-2. It makes me feel good of myself to actually make contact with other people in the world and help them with out getting anything back. It's eye opening, too, to see babies and todlers with their parents, having to stand in line for an hour to get a hamburger and hotdog, probably ( Read more... )

Woah, dream last night... weird.

I keep having these dreams where I breath underwater, just little breaths, and it works. It's alway just enough to get me to the surface once I've plunged down into the dark water.
Also, every day I draw a small sun on my wrist. A circle with 8 lines sticking out. Simple, but I get questions about it. I guess I just ( Read more... )

Halloween, not as bad as one would think. Of course, I didn't plan on it to be bad, only slightly sad because the best concert ever was occuring in San Antonio. I met up with one of my old best friends and some of her exchange students along with my own. I made the best pumpkin ever. It's like the one last year, but with a different face and body. ( Read more... )

What if we don't really die? Maybe everyone thinks about this, but I mean I've been thinking about it since I was really little and I'll post it here. Never really talk to anyone about this stuff. What if when you're a baby it's really a mind wipe stage. If you could speak, you'd be as intellegent as when you died but you can't speak because you ( Read more... )

Normaly I don't feel like this, so frustrated and angery, or I atleast don't let it show. Now I'm just pissed. Here's a little e-mail between me and my sister...

From Me: Fucking christ, I give up on (xxx). I'm going to tell him that, too. No more pushing him to get clean or stay out of trouble, he can do it himself. Blehhh. I'm so pissed at him ( Read more... )

Wtf? Goosebumps is on TV. I feel so in place right now. Childhood is my escape ( Read more... )

Yeah, so my brother and my plans fell through today. I knew it was going to happen, he' s not really the most organized person so he realized that he still needed to do something. Too bad ( Read more... )

Oh shit.. So busy. Busy busy. Friends and football yesterday. Chinese, band, and maybe an outing with my brother today. Short update, probably. Nothing's really been on my mind.