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[decemberflake]

I feel as though I have a hangover without the pleasure of drinking. I had what seemed like the longest night. The kids were manic and that's being mild. Even with the t.v off, no company, lights off didn't matter. I don't even know what time it was when they finally fell asleep, but from waking up this morning I can tell you it was way too late. B

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dont talk yo crazy talk!!!!

[radiumhead]

as useless as we SEEM to be,I don't think anybody around you (relatives,etc.)would let that happen to you.But I get your point.

[blueeyesnyc]

That is a very beautiful, very sad story. Got your brother all riled up about the homeless comment, though, didn't it? There's so much suffering in the world, it's hard not to feel helpless, but you already helped her just by listening to her story. I hope she finds a place soon.

Good luck with your children. You are very brave. I think that whenever I'm frustrated with my dogs and John says I sound just like you ... it could be harder. They could talk back.

We have to meet face-to-face one of these days

[whoretoculture]

Sorry to hear you're still going through hell with B . . . separations are so painful, especially when they are drawn out and you don't know what the future holds. I know what this is like but can only IMAGINE how much harder it is with two kids involved.

It is important to remind ourselves of our strengths and the things we DO have. I have a client who's been in the shelter system for over a month and lost her bed today (Fortunately, I was able to help her get it back). She's a brigt woman, widowed, has a BA from a prestigious university, has a work history but is now unemployed and homeless after a manic episode and psychotic break (the economy hasn't helped her situation either . . . break occurred after being laid off from work). She has no social supports because family and friends don't want to deal w/ her illness. So we are lucky . . . even if we are overworked and underpaid. Lucky to have the basics: food, clothing, shelter, etc. AND so fucking lucky to have friends/loved ones.