LAYER ONE: On The Outside ( Read more... )

He doesnt understand that I miss him, how I try to hold back the tears and he thinks that everythings okay wen really nothing is. And then it all blows up in my face. I dont even kno wut to say to him b/c everything is wrong. I miss him so much and I kno that the love we have isnt normal and I want to change it but I cant. And I kno he hate it too ( Read more... )

Hey its steph this is my new LJ name and my new s/n is XkissableNquietO Add me. Thanks :).