note to self: we're writing a book.

i need a role model. desperately.

i hate the fact that all i want to do is right about you. why can't i talk about the amazing saturday that i had, school, or my closest friendships? i can't get you out of my head and i hate that about myself ( Read more... )

i'm still in like with you.

i have been pleading for creativity lately and i can't seem to find it. i will sit in my living room half naked so i can endulge in some "naked agression" that i only take out on paper. i'm unsatisfied. i look at the product of my emotions as raw yet it doesn't seem to fit the way i naturally feel. i look onto these blurred faces and scattered ( Read more... )

i miss adam terribly. the end.

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its only been 2 hours and i miss you terribly. come back.

According to the "Which Big Lebowski character are you?" quiz:


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i'm about to cry, the girl who was my bestest friend growing up, who moved to florida after 5th grade, contacted me through myspace. this is unbelievable. Kathryn Young was always the girl that i've wished to keep in contact with after all these years and somehow slipped away. i'm in complete shock that she found me. after a shitty night, this ( Read more... )