16 days until christmas? something like that. I have bought nothing for no one yet. I hate christmas. not so much as "the grinch stealing christmas" kinda way but i've never really ever had a good christmas. i love the season. the music. decorated stores. the food. certain smells. the clothes. but christmas of all of them, not my thing. yet every ( Read more... )

almost everyone knows what it is like to keep something from some one and just have it tear at you.. but all the time? but it's even harder when you know if you tell, everything will go wrong. everything. like sure okay yyou like somebody and cant tell them, big deal. but when you cant tell some one something else.. something that will ruin ( Read more... )

ok so i'm gonna be a loser and update this as soon as i get home... the PSPA's somehow rocked this year, plus some things (having an excuse to call andrew, hours of doing whatever we want) and some negatives (managing to hit my head off of one of those chandeliers on the wall, reduz being real bitchy) over all it was awesome.
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PSPA's soon... and why am i so excited? the only part about it last year i can say that i really enjoyed was dinner. sitting next to kelly was entertainment enough lol. i havent seen her in forever... well at least this year we won an award.. a first place prize for the 2004 yearbook.

i need to learn to open my mouth. i have always kept it shut, ( Read more... )

some things to finally actually look forward to..

11.19- PSPA convention
11.22- Jostens at state college (heard i actually shouldn't looked forward to that..?)
11.25- Thanksgiving in New York (my first thanksgiving out of immediate family..yes!)
                      me, having something to look forward to???? do i see a faint, faint ray of sunshine?
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yeah ok it's been a while.. happy tammi??

I cant say today was one of my good days. I heard andrew was coming home from california this weekend.. so i had my hopes up high that he would come to school and i could see him since i havent since july. I didn't really expect him to but ya know. so anyway i was in the locker room after class and kristin ( Read more... )

k i really need to let him go.. it's been over a year ( Read more... )

ok yeah so some one decided to be stupid and deflate tires from 31 buses, so we had a 2 hour delay. good enough.... no snow yet a delay. works for me.

the dance last night was cool minus frank being emo and antisocial and wayyyyy confusing all through out the night. anyway i cant count how many times people tried getting me to dance.. including shawn behrens(?)... coming from a kid who has never said two words to me in his life. and it was weird when my teacher told me i looked good but hey its ( Read more... )

cant say much happened this week. haha in gym on... monday(?) i had the stupid idea to jump into the basketball cart thingy with meg and have posa drive us around. it was fun cept posa went like mega slow and then kashner made us get out. oh the possibilities when you are bored out of your mind ( Read more... )