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[deceptivelyours]

so things are really mixed up and jumbled right now. nothings going too well and it seems like time's slipping through my fingers. i can't seem to take hold of time and use it to my advantage. i feel like i'm just going through the motions and i can't remember the last time i actually felt happy inside. and i don't understand why i feel so

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[allstarsfade]

hey!!! we should hang out and i'll show you a good time :) because i love ya!!!!!!

[mrsbrightside_]

hey im really sorry u havent been good lately. but like i said before im gonna make it up to u next weekend. me and u are gonna go out or something. ill let u decide how we spend are weekend, as long as its something that will cheer u up im up to it. well ill talk to laters.

sadness

[_mushu_]

sam... your entry made me sad. i was hoping to read material that would put me into the brighter side of things. but apparently you got the "blues" too. its ok cuz.. it'll be fine. i'm sure in no time you'll be your quirky self again. it happens. sometimes with all the things going on around you, you kinda want it all to work out (which by the way never happens) and you lose yourself in the midst of it all. you're a girl- and you're related to me- you have to be emotional. it runs in the blood. so just look forward to happy times.

as for me, hey, i'm stick here in podunk abilene until july 1st. summer classes are gonna be killer. oh and guess wat- i'm jon-less for practically two months! how insane is that?!? yea, shoot me now. ok well be happy kiddo. i hope to hear from you soon!

love ate.

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[deceptivelyours]

hey 'te. i'm glad to tell you that i am feeling a tad bit better. even with the whole grounding thing. but yeah, i've been really emotional lately. and it really does run in the blood. yeah i'm taking summer classes too. boo.

when i first read 'jon-less' i thought you meant like you guys broke up or something.. i was freaking out.