It was all make-believe.

[dechets_totaux]

So we talked for hours
and you cried into my sheets
you said you hated your body
that it was just a piece of meat

I'm so terrified of being constricted and never being able to live to my full capacity. I'm also terrified of never understanding, and my entire existence being one extravagant exercise in futility. Of my life just amounting to some sort

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[asincenseburns]

eva.. this entry made me really happy. there are so many links to click. its such a surprise.

[rule1122]

well, this entry made me sort of upset. obviously, we have different issues consuming our lives right now, but i feel just as you've described! our lives can be so parallel, yet, even though we talk quite often, we never share anything like this with each other.
now i may sound overly sentimental, but it's been bugging me.

and also, i was thinking about it. who deserves your life more than you? i think about that alot, actually. not to be a martyr or anything, but sometimes i feel so shitty, like i have to sacrifice my comfortable life for someone who's in need of it. but you can't help your living situation, and, since you were born into it, can sometimes take it for granted. useless is relative, and i dont think that what you're doing with your life is useless. at all.
that may have been unintelligible, but i hope you get the picture.

BOSTON WAS SO FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!