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[dechets_totaux]

"okay, I'm not really sure what to say, but I am undergoing a lot of change right now, I suppose. But, first, just to get the big stuff out of the way: I have felt like complete and utter shit. Like, guilty and grossed out by myself, but also physically tired and weaker and less vivacious. Also, this has only exacerbated my food anxiety issues. I

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[oh_oh_livia]

you and jp are seriously like the sexiest couple i have ever seen

frealsies

plus
i never use the term sexy

[alwaysxbored]

you're crazy but whenever i read your LJ i wish you'd sign back online occasionally cause i miss talking to you.

[taylorhand]

I think about you a lot

[dechets_totaux]

I don't understand myself or my feelings, or who I am or other people or anything at all, but I am trying to be present, at least, and feel my toes and my heartbeat, and remember that things are fluid, everything is alive.

I mean, sometimes everything sucks but I just have to try.

yes yes yes.

I really want to stay friends too! Call me/ online talk to me/ whatevah!
Actually, once I move to Boca, I will initiate an address exchange (if that is okay with you?) and maybe we can be letter pals ('cause I hate the term "pen pals")?

[taylorhand]

dude we can be every type of pal

[dechets_totaux]

such a relief!

Hello

[anonymous]

I'm new here, just wanted to say hello and introduce myself.

[rule1122]

happy belated anniversary. reading your journal gives me the most enjoyable waves of nostalgia. i hope you don't totally abandon it!