I am demanding, self indulgent, sassy, bitchy, lazy, unadventurous, unmotivated, and totally mean when I don't get my way ( Read more... )

I keep banging my head on it. But now it's finally time to stop.

This is a good thing. I couldn't have done it by myself. Having houseguests keep me strong too. The downside is that I look like the poor cousin of death. My nose is raw from all the blowing and I slept for an hour last night. Sick and jet lagged! Blearrrrrrrgh. Last whiny post about current physical and mental state. Gonna chug more vitamin C and ( Read more... )

She cries and he is the only one who can see the pain behind her tears. He can see the insecurities and the hurt. She cries and he can see right inside her. She cries and he sits back and smiles.

Boohoo. I managed to develop a terrible cold on the plane and mostly couldn't breathe properly for the 9ish hours of the flight(Northwest isn't that bad afterall!). So when we descended, my ears totally didn't pop. It was excruciatingly painful. Uggh. Almost 5 hours later, I'm sitting at home and everything still sounds so far away and my ears hurt ( Read more... )

I'm waking up early tomorrow
You didn't say what I wanted to hear so I'm waking up early
You didn't do what you should have done so I'm waking up early
Waking up early is better than staying asleep with someone who doesn't care

Shabu shabu is yummy! I felt all kinds of crummy today until I ingested 234752345733 cows and 23904823 piggy pigs at dinner tonight! But after the train ride and the long walk home, I feel crummy again. Crummy. I am a hardcore attention whore. I have a bad case of bleah.

Sometimes fighting words come in the form of silence.

There's something wrong with me. My brain isn't working anymore. Fuck the long holiday. It didn't do anything for my Japanese. I'm now the official class idiot. Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. And I've been bad and maybe hurt one or probably two people because I'm a horrible bitch who needs attention and can't be left alone. And I can't say sorry to either ( Read more... )

Tamara was offered 100 Euros to stand up in the middle Kanji class and go on a schpiel about how the Kanji system just SUCKS. 100 Euros? I would have done it for free. Pre Monday school angst talking here. And so much homework and daily tests? What gives? Grrrrrrr grrrrrrr grrrrrrrr ( Read more... )