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He couldn't have always been like this, could he? Is it possible I could have been so blind? All those years we were friends. Partners. We helped each other.

Or maybe a part of me knew, but simply did not want to see it.

But if he changed I should have noticed! Some sign I missed, some words said I should have paid closer attention to. There had to have been something I could have done!

I still want to believe that there is good in him somewhere. This all could be a chance to save him. And if he could be saved...

At the same time I can't risk the safety of anyone else.

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The Lord says to always forgive, but what if that person isn't sorry? All this time has passed and I still have so many questions left unanswered!

I don't know what to do.

I need to take my mind off of this.

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I hope the clouds go away soon.