Wow. Ain`t I glad I slept last night. Because I already feel pretty shitty, it would only have beeen worst ( Read more... )

i'm having an hormonal complete freakout. Im freaking out. im acting likethe biggest bitch and i cant help it. i wanna hit my head on the wall until it bleeds. i wanna sleep and never wake up. im freaking out. i dunno what to do ( Read more... )

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I just learned that I will have an award winning photographer doing pictures at my wedding. I am very very happy and excited. Photos are so important to me, i just can't wait to see what he's gonna do..! YEY ( Read more... )

I don’t even know how I sleep at night. There are so many things on my mind right now. Especially the wedding. I’m worried about being embarrassed by my family. Why shouldn’t I be, I have some really white trash relatives. I feel like I can’t trust anyone with anything. I’m afraid someone will get drunk and make a scene. I’m afraid my brother will ( Read more... )

Last night was awesome (minus the part where i puked and now have a hangover)LOL
The drinks we're flowing everyone was sorta buzzedand we played karaoke allnight!!!

AWESOME!

god i love these kids!

i'm turning into a westmount "poupoune" LOL ( Read more... )

you know i was so excited about the wedding, but the more things go on, the more people are putting pressure on me.

i just had a panic attack.my throat is swelled up i can hardly breath and my eyes are watery.

why does something so beautiful as our love as to be turned ugly by everyone else

I feel like complete and utter crap. That cold i've been playing tag with has finally caught up with me and slapped me in the face.
This will most likely be the longest day of my existence.
i hope i feel better tomorrow, or else i have to miss work :(

and juno's bday.damn. i'll make it up to him.

URGH. why me.

I'm so upset, i just wanna run to the bathroom and cry my eyes out.
I just want stupid fuckin v-day to be over. I fuckin hate it.