Digging my own hole
anonymous
February 7 2008, 07:45:03 UTC
I'm afraid that the main motivation of my moving all the way across the country, and then onwards to the other side of the planet where they speak a language I don't and look not at all like me in a year or so has less to do with all of the rational reasons i have put forth before and more to do about the fact that I'm in love with a friend of mine who doesn't know it and probably doesn't think of me as anything beyond a good friend, and am thusly following her to the ends of the earth because I have seemingly nothing better to do. She would probably think that was really stupid too.
i dont think i'll ever find a true love that'll love me back, especially w/o any kind of betrayal that comes along eventually. i'm cute & funny but i don't have much else going for me.
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