I'm spending my break in the dressing/bathroom. I've been holding back tears for the past couple hours, but even now that I've found somewhere to retreat, they won't come
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*hugs* I wish I knew what to say to you darling. I hope that this feeling and this hopelessness will pass soon. I know I for one and many others love you very much and I know that's easy to hear but hard to feel when it's not all right there and when we're far away. I guess the trick is to hold on and focus on the good (all though I know that too is easy for me to say not being in the sitch). If you need to talk to anyone you know i'm here (and willing to listen to anything... even if you think it's just whining).
On another unrelated note, despite how the morning went, I had such an unbelievebly fun time with you Saturday. I mean it was dorky and stupid, but so much fun. So thank you for that :D
I just finally got to read your comment. I love and miss you so very much ); And even though it's "easier said than done", it's still nice to hear that I'm loved.
I suppose things are looking up for me. I'm probably putting all my eggs in one basket, but I REALLY hope I end up moving out with my co-workers. The rent will be affordable, it'll be close to work, I'll get out of the house. It'll be the positive change I need, but I'm just really anxious about it because it seems like every opportunity I have to move out doesn't pan out.
However, in the boys department, a certain you-know-who is confusing the shit out of me still. I'm just trying to keep my emotions in check and not make a big deal out of it, whatever happens. But I'm pretty sure I'm not deluded in regard to the situation. Just confused, mostly. Hah.
I just wanted to say that I'm sorry if I seemed insincere and selfish the last while. I know you're going through a rough time, and I really am sorry. Though I pretty much know nothing about you (I've come to realize) and I probably won't, I just want to say that I sympathize and I really hope things get better for you. I Can tell you're strong, so I know you'll get through it. And I empathize with your crappy upbringing and realizing no one else will cake care of me. I had to learn that by having a boyfriend, so you have a total step up on me by realizing it sooner. Sorry for the ramble =/
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I guess the trick is to hold on and focus on the good (all though I know that too is easy for me to say not being in the sitch). If you need to talk to anyone you know i'm here (and willing to listen to anything... even if you think it's just whining).
On another unrelated note, despite how the morning went, I had such an unbelievebly fun time with you Saturday. I mean it was dorky and stupid, but so much fun. So thank you for that :D
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I suppose things are looking up for me. I'm probably putting all my eggs in one basket, but I REALLY hope I end up moving out with my co-workers. The rent will be affordable, it'll be close to work, I'll get out of the house. It'll be the positive change I need, but I'm just really anxious about it because it seems like every opportunity I have to move out doesn't pan out.
However, in the boys department, a certain you-know-who is confusing the shit out of me still. I'm just trying to keep my emotions in check and not make a big deal out of it, whatever happens. But I'm pretty sure I'm not deluded in regard to the situation. Just confused, mostly. Hah.
Btw, I'm totally craving gumbo tonight @_@
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Sorry for the ramble =/
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