so i work at Rocky Mountian Chocolate Factory and i have to learn a bunch of stuff about Chocolate and here they are ( Read more... )

i went to my new theripist and it turned out to be ok so, but its not the same as seeing Danease. but oh well i have to keep going so i cann get some medicine so i can feel happy all the time. i wish i didnt need pills to feel happy. oh well what ever works. ok bye.

i hate life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why do i let the little things bother me? When i do i break down and cry for a stupid thing like a teacher throwing my soda away. i started to cry. and it makes me mad i dont know what to do

so i am having a pretty crappy day i was picked up after school by my moms ex-feiance and i was really upset and what not so i just have to say boo hoo today since i have nothing eles to say.

again i am in computers and now i have just realised that i am not doing too good a little earlier i felt as though i should die and when you start thinking that it has gone too far and the i started to think who would miss me the most if i was dead. why would i think that? i dont want to die but it just seems logical if i am not here i wont ( Read more... )

so i am here in computers and i have to do this crappy stuff that sucks. So i am bored and i need to do somthing to get my mind off depressing things and if i dont the i will do somthing that i will regret and thats not good. my mom told me this weekend that she isnt getting married and earlier ths week my cat had kittens and 4 out of 5 died and i ( Read more... )

i am sitting here listening to Audra by melee an i love it candice "days seperate us leaving us restless and blue when i push right through... Audra oh yeah take my hand set me free." haha you love it you know, you know. now its dedicated to you
haha thats me:)well i gotta go now. blah